Sanity and Insanity.. what will you choose???
The biggest war is not something which needs guns and explosives sometimes your inside have much more destruction than outside.. its the fight between between "what you wants to do" and "what you should do" .. the difference between both terms is of "should". A six letter word that turns everything topsy turvy and this should comes into existence from the so-called society, our values, our morals and from the logical part of our mind. For most of us What i want to do is INSANITY and what i should do is SANITY... This War sometimes becomes the biggest burden on self because you just cant settle for both of them... Lets consider both options one by one:
If you go with "what you want" then you became a slave of your needs. you will be satisfied temporarily but after sometime your mind will start blaming you for being weak. it will make you regret for your whole life. Just one mistake will become so big that it will make your life a living hell. everyday you will wake up with regret and will sleep being hurt. it will build so much agony that you will start seeing yourself a culprit.
And what if you go with "what you should do" .. you will be satisfied. your logical mind will give you a pat on your back for being sane. but then you will notice the craving inside you. you will notice the desire growing inside and hurting your heart like you have ingested some pieces of glass and they are flowing inside you with blood .. cutting you where ever they touch.
And this war never ends.. it depletes all your energy.. makes you empty from inside.. and they say Being HUMAN is difficult ...
I want your suggestions and comments because its killing me ...